Thursday, April 5, 2012

A Day In The Life of...

...PDD-NOS, Sensory Processing Disorder, General Anxiety Disorder, ADHD & Impulse Control Disorder!


It isn't right!
The craziness,
The chaos!

Jumping...screaming
Crying...laughing
Bumping...rolling
Pounding...hitting
IT'S ALL WRONG!

Too tired....can't sleep,
Too loud...too quiet
Turn it up...turn it down
SHUT UP!  Please?

Too soft...too crunchy
It smells...it doesn't
Icky...yummy
I DON'T LIKE THAT!

It hurts...it tickles
Hug me....squeeze me
Carry me...put me down
LEAVE ME ALONE!

Too hot...too cold
Too itchy...too soft
Too short...too long
Too loose...to tight
IT DOESN'T FIT RIGHT!

SCHOOL'S STUPID!

I CAN'T DO IT!

IT'S DISGUSTING!

YOU'RE HURTING ME!

MY BRAIN HATES ME!

MAKE IT GO AWAY!

ARGH!

MOMMY?

I LOVE YOU!

In the midst of the chaos, there is greatness! It is just my wish that the greatness would rescind the chaos! ~ Sandra Becker

* Almost four years since I originally posted this and I can tell you there is hope and the greatness does eventually rescind the chaos...and it's BEAUTIFUL!!

 

 

2 comments:

  1. Made me cry on so many levels. Love your writings! beth

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    1. Thank you! Doesn't matter how many times I read it, I cry!

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